Heart failure

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My guts are churning, and it's not even me.

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Woke up at 4am feeling very faint but also a bit hyper (resting heart rate 88). Like being pulled in opposite directions. Lasted until around 7am. But felt shite much of the day.

Had a sit down shower and was drying myself after and realised I had not rinsed the soap off. You know that feeling when you walk into a room and can't remember why? Feel like that a lot.

There are subjects now where I can no longer think well enough to help with the homework, maths, philosophy, robotics are all no goes. Mostly I just help with the English.

Daughter's pageant schedule this week:

Saturday up at 5:30am home at 6pm
Sunday same
Monday up at 3:30am home at 5pm
Thursday outreach work with poor children

This evening she had a meeting to discuss her budget, starting with a new dress for Monday.