Wow, i really wasn't expecting that Moving! Sorry for being such a weak idiot. I did mention i find it embarassing, and i am trying to deal with it, and have actively tried different approaces. And I have a vague idea of a trauma that might have cause it, since i clearly remember that as a child i was not afraid and was even trying to find poisonous ones( in a country that doesn't have any). I also find people who are afraid of flying to be quite silly but i wouldn't go as far as calling them idiots. And the reason i decided to better cancel a night and just do a day trip is for safety reasons. I cannot afford to totally freak out, scream, jump, run and have a panic attack while holding a baby. If it's not something i can have any control over despite trying i'd rather not take the risk. I had a couple of spiders on me once in a car on a highway in UK. Luckily i wasn't driving and my husband kept his cool while my
FIL who's car it was, couldn't stop laughing. It's not something i'd like to go through again.