Garauda was on the blackist of EU's banned airlines. They were removed from the list some years ago, but you are right, I will still be reluctant to fly on it, unless there really is no other choice and I must go to where have to go. Sure, statistically, you are more likely to safely make it to the destination in one piece if you do fly Garauda than crash. But as an airline with that kind of unsafe reputation, you don't want to worry in the back of your mind, right?